So began another week. Things still feel generally the same. Part of me is okay with that. A lot of my life felt very disorganized and messy with problems to be solved and moments to enjoy. Sometimes the best moments happened in the messy events of life and the messiness happens during the best moments. That’s life for you. The other part of me is asking… when?
When will something big happen. Between you and me big things are happening soon. I just hate waiting for it. I feel anxious and crazy about what the possibility of what the future holds for me that I already want to be there. I’m also a little afraid of it. Big things mean big risks. There’s much more to lose now. Part of me is afraid of failing. I know that if I do, I’ll get back up. I’m just much more critical of my own work that I NEED to succeed on the first try of everything that I do.
It’s never the smartest thing to do. You need to share your work with others and see what they have to say. You’ll hear some great comments, you might get some harsh critics. What you get from all of that is the ability to grow in your art. to expand and try new things that can work for you. It’s about discovering your talent and taking it to the next step. Always growing, always improving, always challenging yourself to be stronger than you could ever be. otherwise you’ll feel like a big fish in a small pond. Until tomorrow!